I have been tagged!

I have been tagged!

by Faddy!!!Heh..

Instructions:

1. Do the following without complaints.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you’ve done yours.
3. Leave a person on that persons’ tagboard to inform him/her.
4. Start your post with “I’ve been tagged!” then do this.

Current:

• Mood – Inspired.. Jus woke up from sleep with many plans to fulfil..
• Taste – Bitter since i jus stepped down as e captain and i wun be playing for my college no more..
• Desktop- Extremely messy with only a picture of myself in a frame thats pleasing to my eye.. haha..
• Clothes - Anything comfortable and suitable to wear for e correct occasions..
• Toenail Color – Huh? erm pink?
• Time – 3.17pm
• Surroundings – Bright sunny day.. A great day to be out on e pitch.. sigh..
• Annoyance – Messy hair thats gonna be trimmed soon..
• Thoughts – “Damn i need to clean my untidy room soon!”

First:

• Best Friend - Chinese dude named wee qi.. He was also a CSM and a Master Sergeant.. Happily studying at ACJC now.. 
• Crush – Woah cant remember this one man.. probably when i was 3 some hot chic pic me up to carry me since i was a cute lil baby.. haha..
• Music – n’Sync and bryan adams no doubts

Last:

• Cigarette – woah way back in 2005 april if im not wrong..
• Drink – some isotonic drinks to fill e salts in my body
• Crush – lets see.. tink too many last la.. hahahahah..
• Movie – erm Da vinci code with naz if im nt wrong..
• Phonecall – Marc derek nadhan the famous son of e president.. NOT.. haha..
• CD Played – erm vcd not cd.. watched rush hour! one of e all time hilarious action movies! haha..
• Song Played – When you’re mad by ne-yo

Have you ever:

• Dated one of your bestfriends – Erm no actually.. i dun have time to date la.. all time spent on field and books(riiiiiteeeeee!)
• Broken the law -  haha.. i guess so.. smoking before 18 is illegal isnt it?
• Been arrested – yup.. when i play police and thieves..
• Been on Tv – Nah.. stardom and fame is something i dun hanker for.. haha..
• Kissed someone you didn’t know – maybe someone kissed me when i was a kid.. yea..

4 things you did today: switched my com on, read espn soccernet, check my email annd finish this shit..
3 things you can hear right now: sound of my keyboard clicking, the vehicles outside and e sound of the wind.. Ahhh.. tranquility is sweet..

1 thing you do when you are bored: start dribbling my ball which my players bought..

Ah yes.. so wads fated to happen has happen.. and i cant say im not sad or it dun affect me.. but to a certain extent, letting go of wad meant so much to me for a year and a month really leaves behind a bitter feeling. knowing that ive gave my all just for the school pride makes it all worthwhile but jus knowing that its time to move on and that ive bade farewell to being in charge of e club and e green field which was my second home for so long, it really is bittersweet.. oh well.. hopefully my legacy carries on thou and hopefully imraan, the new captain, will be successful in his quest to bring back the tittle.. its gonna be realy difficult and tedious, but lets hope hel pull thro yea..

anyways.. my hus is really kinda messy right now.. so i shd cut short this post.. my room looks as if class 5 typhoon jus blew past and i extremely cant stand untidiness!! k gotta get moving..

i wanna do stuffs dat i hope i can completeby today..

1. go down and get my newspapers and read em..
2. tidy up there, den taking a broom up..
3. take all e messy things out of my room and sweep e god-damn-dusty-floor
4. rearrange e furniture there
5. all hot and sweaty ready, i shall proceed with my shower
6. shall go out and have a haircut
7. buy my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner since parents overseas
8. come home, eat and den go out and study!

point number 8 is very important so pls remind me k!! haha.. alright den, gotta move now.. if i fail to plan, i plan to fail. if i plan ready dun execute, i might as well be executed.. err wad e? haha.. alright.. see ya!

oh well.. later:/ 

hiatus

yups… finally im back after a long long while.. damn ive really gotta start religiously updating if i wan this blog of mine to work.. anywhoos..

school holday has been extended for me .. not because im playing truant or sick of studying.. i love studying dun get me wrong.. n i love hanging out with e people i love hanging out with.. its jus that on fri, my tooth started hurting and throbbing like mad.. like mad till i went mad.. id probably suffer after writing this post but its alright.. the throb was really unbearable.. went to e doc on sun n he told me tat e inside of my tooth had an infection.. i was like woah? inside oso can? den he ask me whether i wanna go thro this root canal treatment.. its like he made a hole in my tooth n extract e nerves.. cool shit eh.. n wo any hesitation i said yes do wadever u wan..  n den, when i raech home, e pain was ok until night came when e neighbouring teeth began acting up.. i was like fucking in pain i swear.. i rmb him saying tat e next teeth can be infected as well n at that moment, i sincerely wish to die.. i tot my threshold was high, but when u have ur tooth throbbing until u feel like pulling it off, im sure its enuff to make an adult whine i swear..

but i hope il be ok soon.. As is in 4 mths time n its time i start doing some decent studying.. remind me if i falter yes?

i really miss sch n e people there.. hope il be alright soon.. cant wait for e official testimonial this fri.. thats when il finally wash my hands off my duty as a captain n jus conc on my studies.. been troubled by finding a true successor to my throne but ive made up my mind.. i jus hope e person will be one who really cares bout the team n the next, n not have selfish reasons to stay on top.. it raelly suck to have ppl telling me not to bother to much bout the next batch, esp coming from my own teammates.. but they dun understand.. i started wo any plank to cling onto, jus drifting n drifting.. the captain last year din give any whoots to my team, n i promised i wun do e same.. hopefully the plank ive provided is sturdy enuff for e next batch.. god bless..

anyways, im jus feeling relieved dat finally im stepping down from this batch of 05/06 batch.. really.. i jus feel dat e characters n personalities of some of them is really not to my liking.. as in some have grown swell headed.. N WER ONLY 3RD la for fucks sake.. quit acting like wer no 1 when wer not.. utterly disqusting really.. i miss e days when there was no field den, when we were training on e D court n really training wo having any complaints from anyone. yup i honestly miss THAT team..

thats e one il rmb and have etched in my memory.. i really cant stand arrogant and tough talking people who claim credit for every small lil bits done.. screw off la uve never even played for club n now ur talkng as if ur gonna win e world cup.. ass-clowns.

anyways, i hope i get to go to sch tom without any discomfort..yup n den il meet e j1s at 2 for a finally talk before the game on fri.. as bittersweet as it is.. im jus glad my reign as the captain has finally come to an end.. n i thank god for my opportunity to see out this phase of my life.. AMIN.

oh well.. later:/

phew.. utter relief

2nd half of e match.. i loike!! ha.. can finally study now contented.. =)

oh well.. later:/

boring.. boring.. boring.. bozil..bozil.. bozil..

e 1st half of e match btw brazil n e aussies hasjus ended.. my verdict so far-  extreme bore! cant believe im sacrificing my precious study time(not) plus my sleeping hours jus to watch this literal stroll in e park by e mighty(not) samba kids.. wad a major letdown! lets jus hope 2nd half magic will spark yes? *prays*

anyways.. i shant be blogging too frequently from now on yes? perhaps after my common test ends il continue.. shall take a short hiatus in e mean time.. wish me luck yes? oh wells.. if u miss me during this time, pls add a comment to let me noe yes? haha.. good night my dears.. stay healthy aite .. cheers!

oh well.. later:/

resolution!

k.. today 12/6/06 i shall make a vow declaring that thou shall not touch thy computer except between the time of 11-12am everyday n everynight.. so if u do see me online not during this hour, pls nudge me to shoo me from e cyber world please! i gotta study, gotta study, gotta study.. N STUDY I WILL! cos i loveeeeeee studying! riteeeee you all may go.. but i will not falter! riteeeeeee again u may go.. ha determination 10/10 k.. but as for now actions still -10 man.. ha.. slowly ya.. oh well.. gotta run now… 12 am is approaching.. u have a good night slp aite! il see u all at 11pm tom! =)

oh well.. later at 11 tml:/

"If You're Not The One"If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at allI'll never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms
   

yup.. im blogging again after a few days' hiatus.. anyways.. i really think e lyrics to e song "IF UR NOT E ONE" by daniel bedingfield is really really meaningful.. esp e words highlighted.. yup..

if u wanna noe, im kinda like in a position whereby relationships are not as how much i treasure and appreciate e person tat kinda thing.. well. it may suck to some, but im sure as hell i rather jus have this close platonic rship rather den have a rship full of quarrels n tiffs etc etc.. yup.. cos i dun tink i handle this kinda stuff well nowadays.. esp with e recurring flu n fever im suffering from..

oh speaking of fever, e world cup is officially here! wow great timing u may think, esp since my common test is in freaking 10 days time! oh my god.. il be rooting for this team cos i believe they play aggresive n determined football, similar to my team! ha.. no rewards for guessing which tho..

yups.. ENGLAND has my uttermost support for this campaign cos i believe they can.. till  e semis at least(cross fingers).. ha.. yups.. so in trying to be updated with e ongoing games n my studies n my trainings of my j1s all at once, ive decided to make a list of wad to do so tat i wun forget.. priorities people priorities! umar has evolved…………………. riteee… haha..

1. pack my room
2. sort out my blardy hell notes
3. make a timetable
4. stick to e timetable
5. study,tv,study,tv,study,tv
6. go n sign up for my overdued driving test
7. go for e kiddos trainings
8. study,tv,study,tv,study,tv…..

yup.. hopefully il religiously stick to this plan of mine(cross fingers again).. i shd la.. jus for 5 more months.. den i can enter ns with a light heart n focus on trying to get e OCS vocation.. ha.. yup.. big dreams must start with BIG BIG hard work.. so pray for me yes? n do give a kick on my arse if i falter in anyway..

gonna go watch iran vs mexico now.. hope iran wins.. worry theyl start detonating their nukes with mexico as destination if they loses.. haha.. n i MUST sleep early tonight since i have a traiing to conduct tml.. hopefully il be able to receive e books from idza.. den i can start studying proper sooner.. yup.. thanks idz if ur reading this.. u really took some of e burden of my shoulders n lighten e load! THANKS! =)

alright folks.. tats all for now.. till den, pls pls pls.. cherish wad u have, for u wun have e chance when its gone..

oh well.. later:/

sleepy

woah.. my eyes are like freaking droopy n heavy now.. guess i shant post anything today.. jus wanna juxtapose my past n future.. one, its never gonna flash before my eyes again as in, wads done is done.. two, fuck wads gonna happen in future is cause of my past n present, something tat i inadvertly have no control over.. fuck.. im screwing myself.. night.

oh well.. later:/

conundrum big time..

yup..e day started normal for me.. nth great or fantastic bout today.. jus went sch for soccer training n den hang out with e rest afterwards.. yup.. my emotions are all fluctuating now.. n my mind is occupied by things dat shdnt be.. shd it? i need answers which only i can provide.. fuck it im gonna do some soul searching.. 

nah cant find no shit.. pardon me for being so vulgar.. but tats how i am nowadys.. fucking easily irritable.. hai.. fuck it gotta focus soon.. 5 n a half more months den i can screw myself for all its worth.. but not now..

 

  

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

   

 

  

  

look.. im really at a stage whereby if u give me responsibilities and emotional ties and ask me to be responsible to and for somebody.. il jus explode yes.. i dunno.. maybe im am suffering from an emotional shut off.. its damn fucking tired e things dat i feel and think about.. i wanna smile n be carefree all my life.. hate problems hate feeling down.. but i do miss u.. n sometimes i do think of u.. but im not sure i wanna relive everything.. i do need time.. wait, do i?

oh well.. later:/

walk to remember

aite.. its like freakin 1244am now n my head spinning a lil.. dunno wassup with it nowadays.. never seem to be alright.. if not my head, its my nick.. tink perhaps ive not been following my biological clock, sleeping at unearthly hours.. but its e holidays wad.. oh well..

anyway, i kinda like screwed my gp essay i guess.. yea my question was "Is religion impt in a society today?" but my whole focus of the essay digressed to shaping a society.. so e whole outlook of it was an answer to "is religion impt in moulding a society today?" haha.. screwed yes i noe..

however.. i had a walk ill never forget today.. ha.. if u wan e details, im not telling u.. haha.. il keep it to myself.. dang im kinda sleepy now.. but im sure as hell confident my body will not accept me sleeping at this hour.. so yup.. off i go uh.. probably read my notes or plan tmls training OR just hang loose till its time that i doze off n see myself in lala land.. ha.. good night ppl.. =)

oh well.. later:/

+added from previous post

alright.. here are pictures and elaborations from e post before this.. yup.. ive got my usb so yea.. guess now e pics can be finally put up! ha..

yup so as i was saying.. we went for dinner n there were many dishes.. but i only ate two of em as i din really like food thats not prepared by my mum.. yup so these were e two that i ate..

   

 steamed fish..

tom yam soup.. finished ready dat is..

anyhows.. yup.. i felt really glad i got to eat e steam fish.. its not cos it was my favourite or wad u see.. its jus that its been ages since i last ate it n i always ate it with my parents.. so its kinda like very nostalgic dat after dunno how many years, im finally dining with em again.. ha.. yea really miss those times..

anyways.. something amazing happen when i was at jb.. its a case of go n scour for food with ur own hands when ur hungry and mummy will appreciate u.. k watch..

1.  baby sees food.. wadever food she jus grabs..

2.  baby likes food and continue munching.. yum yum..

3.  mum is worried cos now baby wans more..

haha.. cute aint she.. ha.. theres only one like her out there.. yup.. one.. =)

oh well.. later:/