yup..e day started normal for me.. nth great or fantastic bout today.. jus went sch for soccer training n den hang out with e rest afterwards.. yup.. my emotions are all fluctuating now.. n my mind is occupied by things dat shdnt be.. shd it? i need answers which only i can provide.. fuck it im gonna do some soul searching..
nah cant find no shit.. pardon me for being so vulgar.. but tats how i am nowadys.. fucking easily irritable.. hai.. fuck it gotta focus soon.. 5 n a half more months den i can screw myself for all its worth.. but not now..
look.. im really at a stage whereby if u give me responsibilities and emotional ties and ask me to be responsible to and for somebody.. il jus explode yes.. i dunno.. maybe im am suffering from an emotional shut off.. its damn fucking tired e things dat i feel and think about.. i wanna smile n be carefree all my life.. hate problems hate feeling down.. but i do miss u.. n sometimes i do think of u.. but im not sure i wanna relive everything.. i do need time.. wait, do i?
oh well.. later:/
lol dude. take care ((:
Comment by onelove; igottwolove. — June 8, 2006 @ 8:36 am