"If You're Not The One"If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at allI'll never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms
yup.. im blogging again after a few days' hiatus.. anyways.. i really think e lyrics to e song "IF UR NOT E ONE" by daniel bedingfield is really really meaningful.. esp e words highlighted.. yup..
if u wanna noe, im kinda like in a position whereby relationships are not as how much i treasure and appreciate e person tat kinda thing.. well. it may suck to some, but im sure as hell i rather jus have this close platonic rship rather den have a rship full of quarrels n tiffs etc etc.. yup.. cos i dun tink i handle this kinda stuff well nowadays.. esp with e recurring flu n fever im suffering from..
oh speaking of fever, e world cup is officially here! wow great timing u may think, esp since my common test is in freaking 10 days time! oh my god.. il be rooting for this team cos i believe they play aggresive n determined football, similar to my team! ha.. no rewards for guessing which tho..
yups.. ENGLAND has my uttermost support for this campaign cos i believe they can.. till e semis at least(cross fingers).. ha.. yups.. so in trying to be updated with e ongoing games n my studies n my trainings of my j1s all at once, ive decided to make a list of wad to do so tat i wun forget.. priorities people priorities! umar has evolved…………………. riteee… haha..
- pack my room
- sort out my blardy hell notes
- make a timetable
- stick to e timetable
- study,tv,study,tv,study,tv
- go n sign up for my overdued driving test
- go for e kiddos trainings
- study,tv,study,tv,study,tv…..
yup.. hopefully il religiously stick to this plan of mine(cross fingers again).. i shd la.. jus for 5 more months.. den i can enter ns with a light heart n focus on trying to get e OCS vocation.. ha.. yup.. big dreams must start with BIG BIG hard work.. so pray for me yes? n do give a kick on my arse if i falter in anyway..
gonna go watch iran vs mexico now.. hope iran wins.. worry theyl start detonating their nukes with mexico as destination if they loses.. haha.. n i MUST sleep early tonight since i have a traiing to conduct tml.. hopefully il be able to receive e books from idza.. den i can start studying proper sooner.. yup.. thanks idz if ur reading this.. u really took some of e burden of my shoulders n lighten e load! THANKS! =)
alright folks.. tats all for now.. till den, pls pls pls.. cherish wad u have, for u wun have e chance when its gone..
oh well.. later:/
