hiatus

yups… finally im back after a long long while.. damn ive really gotta start religiously updating if i wan this blog of mine to work.. anywhoos..

school holday has been extended for me .. not because im playing truant or sick of studying.. i love studying dun get me wrong.. n i love hanging out with e people i love hanging out with.. its jus that on fri, my tooth started hurting and throbbing like mad.. like mad till i went mad.. id probably suffer after writing this post but its alright.. the throb was really unbearable.. went to e doc on sun n he told me tat e inside of my tooth had an infection.. i was like woah? inside oso can? den he ask me whether i wanna go thro this root canal treatment.. its like he made a hole in my tooth n extract e nerves.. cool shit eh.. n wo any hesitation i said yes do wadever u wan..  n den, when i raech home, e pain was ok until night came when e neighbouring teeth began acting up.. i was like fucking in pain i swear.. i rmb him saying tat e next teeth can be infected as well n at that moment, i sincerely wish to die.. i tot my threshold was high, but when u have ur tooth throbbing until u feel like pulling it off, im sure its enuff to make an adult whine i swear..

but i hope il be ok soon.. As is in 4 mths time n its time i start doing some decent studying.. remind me if i falter yes?

i really miss sch n e people there.. hope il be alright soon.. cant wait for e official testimonial this fri.. thats when il finally wash my hands off my duty as a captain n jus conc on my studies.. been troubled by finding a true successor to my throne but ive made up my mind.. i jus hope e person will be one who really cares bout the team n the next, n not have selfish reasons to stay on top.. it raelly suck to have ppl telling me not to bother to much bout the next batch, esp coming from my own teammates.. but they dun understand.. i started wo any plank to cling onto, jus drifting n drifting.. the captain last year din give any whoots to my team, n i promised i wun do e same.. hopefully the plank ive provided is sturdy enuff for e next batch.. god bless..

anyways, im jus feeling relieved dat finally im stepping down from this batch of 05/06 batch.. really.. i jus feel dat e characters n personalities of some of them is really not to my liking.. as in some have grown swell headed.. N WER ONLY 3RD la for fucks sake.. quit acting like wer no 1 when wer not.. utterly disqusting really.. i miss e days when there was no field den, when we were training on e D court n really training wo having any complaints from anyone. yup i honestly miss THAT team..

thats e one il rmb and have etched in my memory.. i really cant stand arrogant and tough talking people who claim credit for every small lil bits done.. screw off la uve never even played for club n now ur talkng as if ur gonna win e world cup.. ass-clowns.

anyways, i hope i get to go to sch tom without any discomfort..yup n den il meet e j1s at 2 for a finally talk before the game on fri.. as bittersweet as it is.. im jus glad my reign as the captain has finally come to an end.. n i thank god for my opportunity to see out this phase of my life.. AMIN.

oh well.. later:/